I'm Beautiful-Why Can't I See It?
by Kimberly Davidson

Forward by Dr. Gregory L. Jantz
I've spent the last twenty-two years of my life working with those struggling with an eating disorder. Often, it's difficult for them to put into words what their feeling and fearing. So, it's important when a book comes along with an authentic voice of one who has emerged whole from the struggle. Kimberly Davidson speaks with such a voice. With the help of a dedicated, courageous group of women, Kimberly has tested these materials. Real people, with real struggles, have worked through these pages and provided input, insight, and inspiration.

This is a structured book, designed to provide a pathway along the recovery journey, without dictating every individual step. She knows that, just as each person is different, each journey will be different, and allows the reader to find their own line along the path.

It is also a book of accountability. There is no pretense here. Her chapters are pointed and poignant. Chapter Five: Your Mind is the Battlefield really captures the importance of having a plan to renew your mind as a n essential part of recovery. It captures the essence of Romans 12:2 , “Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is-his good, pleasing and perfect will.” Through these pages, Kimberley takes you on a journey of mind, spirit, and body renewal. Chapter Nine: Freedom through Forgiveness is a powerful key to keep the reader headed in the right direction through the twists and turns of recovery. As a professional eating disorder specialist, I know the power and freedom possible when a person breaks, through to forgiveness. The concept of forgiveness is often misunderstood, Kimberly beautifully weaves its thread throughout this book.

Woven also throughout this book is an emphasis and reliance upon God’s word. Kimberly recognizes how powerful it is when God speaks truth into our lives and allows us to understand and truly believe it does apply to us. These are more than just refrigerator verses for Kimberly-they are he Words of Life and her desire is to share them with others.
This book is a book of truth. Moreover, it is a book of hope. Kimberly has opened up her life and her journey to recovery, not to shout about what she has done, but to celebrate what God has done. The good news of this book is that God can do the same for you. Take the steps. Put aside the strongholds of fear. Embrace what Kimberly has so diligently put together, you will be blessed.
Dr. Gregory L. Jantz, Edmonds, Washington
Author of Hope, Help, and Healing of Eating Disorders

I'm Beautiful-Why Can't I See It?
by Kimberly Davidson

Emotional eating. It's a rising epidemic. Katrina looks in the mirror and sees "repulsive," "fat," "stupid," even though friends tell her she is one of the most intelligent and beautiful girls in her college. If I'm so beautiful, why can't I see it? Katrina wants to take back control of her life. Do you? Author Kimberly Davidson, a recovered bulimic, found spiritual and physical restoration and brings a clear message of hope and restoration in I'm Beautiful? Why Can't I See It? Anybody suffering from unhealthy eating patterns and low self-esteem needs unconditional love and acceptance, forgiveness, as well as needing to learn how to forgive herself and others who may have harmed her.

This effective, proven, step-by-step 13-week healing devotional study is for anyone struggling with unhealthy patterns of eating and body image issues, including eating disorders (compulsive overeating, bulimia, and/or anorexia). Emotional (or disordered) eating is very serious, and God has specific processes for setting people free. I'm Beautiful? Why Can't I See It? can be used as a personal resource or in groups and is 12-step compatible.

Chapters
How to Get the Most Out of this Book
Preparing for the Work Ahead
Defeating the Monster Within
Week 1: God’s Character
Week 2: Pursuing Perfection God’s Way
Week 3: Why Do I Hurt?
Week 4: Seeking the Truth
Week 5: Your Mind is the Battlefield
Week 6: The Heart of Anger
Week 7: Peace with God
Week 8: Adventure of Self-Discovery
Week 9: Freedom Through Forgiveness
Week 10: Healing for Life
Week 11: Nutrition for Your Temple
Week 12: The Road to Damascus

Appendices
A. Group Leader’s Guide
B. Guidelines for Prayer and Meditation
C. Thorn or Addiction
D. Finding a Healthy Church Community
E. Resources